The only reason why the frequency of posts has dropped is pretty much because it has been the same thoughts performing somersaults in the head. But the level of hurt has dropped to a new low. You got to believe that time does do the job sometimes, no matter how tough you think things are. Life isn't any easier, but I feel the effect of time on my wound. It bites, yet the pain is lesser each day. It leaves teeth marks behind, but really, I have too many of them all over me to bother counting the new ones. More so when more will come later. I am still afraid of losing. In fact, I never felt more paranoid. Once in a while, like today, some things thought to have been abandoned in the back of the mind come forth. If memories smell, I think the air reeked today, of death, and of fear. There is so much I would like to share. In fact I thought like maybe I needed a listening ear. Yet at the same time I have never wanted peace more than this time.
study study study? went to library with chris and clement.. time was gang gang hao.. we reached e traffic light at e same time..lols.. went to fourth floor and took so long to find a place to sit..all thanks to chris..so fussy abt where to sit..lols.. they did math..i did history and..chinese?..yea..as if..jus wrote e title for my compo..content was blank..keke.. we did for like 1 to 2 hours plus den went to makan.. i darn thirsty kies..lols.. deciding where to go..ljs..kfc..or mac..took so long..thanks to those 2 indecisive guys..lols..=x.. so in end..went to hawker centre.. win liao lor..reached dere le they stil decided which hawker centre to go..diaoz.. den we decided le..they wanted to decided where to sit.. changed seats 2times siarh..lols.. so they ate..i played with chris hp..they ate so loudly thou..=x..contributing to e noise pollution..=//..heh.. den went to 7-11..bought many drinks and chocs and sweets.. and chris wanted to try twix..cos i kept saying is niceyy..lols.. plus...
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