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magical moment

Yet another magical moment of mine because just as I was about to start on this entry, ufm1003 plays A-Mei's diao4 le. It's my must-sing at KTV. Then again any of her songs on air will be my magical moment anyway.

And so I watched Days of Future Past. Again. In other words I have spent $23 on this movie, oh and approximately six hours and slightly more of my life. Is that sick? Honestly, it could only be this movie that sees me do something this abnormal. Not even AhWU's movies, I think. Sigh. I think I will start despising myself for my unfaithfulness. Especially when his 881 and CLIF posters are right before me now. So, I like it that I always observe something more and different each time I watch. I did catch a few loopholes but being a very biased X-Men fan, I would say those can be overlooked. And I still scream in my mind whenever Jean appears in the last few minutes. Every single time. Bryan Singer has such bright future.

Finally I remember that line. "Just because someone stumbles and loses their way doesn't mean that they are lost forever." I always think both Patrick Stewart and James Mcavoy casting as the old and young Charles respectively cannot be more apt because their performances are just too convincing. Their eyes in particular. I am absolutely convinced whenever James tears or when Patrick frowns.

The part on "I need you to hope again" caught me.
It is possible to hope again, I think. Is it possible to regain hope in a person then? There has always been this familiar saying that goes, "Forgive but don't forget." Weirdly, I have a slight understanding of that now. It is not that difficult to face a person that has once caused you hurt. Really. The thing is how not to let down your guards before this person.  It is only instinctive to be self-defensive right? Unless of course, you pick the other way out. I.e., a path parallel to that the other person is on. And we all know, in the technical sense, parallel lines do not meet.

While I did not very consciously opt for any paths, it seems that the path is set. Maybe at the end of the day, some things are just not within our control. They never are. Thank goodness, though. I have learnt (and am still learning) to laugh the somewhat condemning remarks off as I continue to hear them from people.

Done with savouring the magical moment. I'm kinda looking forward to tomorrow. It's Friday.

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