22:05.

I cannot believe it myself. It's only 10.05pm and I'm already in bed. My brain is half shut and the stomach, rumbling for food. But I slept a long 45 minutes this afternoon... and according to the whatsoever studies, naps shorter than an hour are supposed to make you feel energised the whole day. If I go at this rate, I think I need to worry for my upcoming new kind of life. So anyway, people keep complaining about the blazing weather these days. I wonder if they noticed the sun was a lot gentler this afternoon. I figured I mustn't let the day go to waste so I took a brisk walk out, intending to visit Videoezy to complete my X-Men DVD collection, but only to discover that it had closed down. Zzzzzz. I was kind of resigned. Okay, so I went to Popular instead. How untimely. On my way out I was drawn by the cover of a book. Two minutes. It only took me two minutes to have a quick read of a few pages and then the next surface it was lying on was the counter top. I should repent. Or maybe I made it up by packing my room. I was in the mood to do so, especially after reading a book TH got me for Christmas two years ago. That day senior MX told me I must get a big house for myself in the future simply because I keep almost every single thing others give me. She might be right. There were so many items I kept and they really occupied quite a bit of space. Today I decided some had to go. I think I held on to too much, for too long. And there had always been this underlying fear of losing. Little did I know that grasping tightly doesn't mean they will not slip through the gaps of my fingers. The latter inflicts more hurt, because the feeling of helplessness is overwhelming. I shall stop driving myself crazy by being too insistent on certain issues.

On an extremely side note, I have been following Elva's news and I just feel superrrrr upset for her. And then the radio decides to play her 错的人 (Wrong Person) at this moment. Sigh. Tissue please.