tuning back

Last night I felt some strong serenity in me. It made me sleep really well. But I dreamt of sam. In the dream I was trying to snap a picture of him in the sandpit of a playground with the beautiful blue sky as the backdrop. I could not do it. There were too many people in the way and they did not allow me to take a good photograph. I interpreted my dream again and the results did not seem very optimistic. So I figured they were not that accurate after all. Because while May is a month that reminds me of sam, I know I have moved on.

I have not really talked about Perth, have I? Ahh, really, some things are better felt with the heart, words cannot express the times I had there. But I must say, it was so much fun. Cottesloe beach was definitely one of the best. It may be a short trip, where we did not follow the itinerary entirely, where they dropped my Wolverine's claws into the sea, but I think it had been the best company I could ever have.

I really love travelling now. And I will not abuse it in the name of healing anymore. I want to travel because it makes me love life more. Or maybe, the part on loving heals me. Whichever, I think, once again it is time to work hard. For more trips.