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Ya. I'm sitting here again. By the glass panels this time. I don't know why. I was just drawn here. It was a relatively good time spent with the uni people, I think. But like I have said earlier, I really cannot find meaning in meeting people these days. So I don't feel exceptionally happy or anything. Not sad of course. Singing with Lane and Lisar last night was not particularly therapeutic too. Or should I say, I don't even need any form of therapy anymore. If my heart is the ocean, it cannot be calmer right now. Then again, it is not like the calm kind of calm. If you know what I mean...

I shall catch a movie with one of my favourite friends A now.

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