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The noon was so bad I thought I would die from depression soon. It was miraculous how I slowly got out of it after going out for class. Must be the rain :) and I do realise how having lessons does always make me feel slightly better. At least kids are easily contented, a lot easier than us adults. I stopped looping Ah Mei's songs today. I decided I need new elements for myself to wake up from this nightmare. And many friends texted today. They have received the love I sent, and that made me happy :)

Random note:
I just realised that both M and Y said the same thing to me over whatsapp yesterday after our GTL meeting: Good things will come your way soon.
There's something that touches the heart, every day.

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