似乎提到雨的歌曲我都会蛮喜欢的。
曾经有个人问我，为什么我这么喜欢下雨天。
我答不出。
他一口咬定是我曾经跟什么人在雨中漫步。
我现在有答案了。
不因为任何人。
也不会因为什么人。
只因为雨天可以让心更平静。
天气预报说今天会下雨。
我在等着呢。
今天的我，很需要一场暴风雨。
话说，早上喝了一杯奶茶。
现在心跳得厉害。
这种感觉让我又爱又恨。
This CNY, I realised many things. I realised I have always envied families who go out as a whole for CNY visiting, or those who invite many relatives and friends over. I realised I am very afraid of the coming of CNY because CNY simply means watching movies and slacking at home for me. I love to watch movies, there is no doubt about that. Perhaps I just don't appreciate the latter because there is so much to face head-on. I hate the silence or otherwise awful hurlings at the dining table. I hate how I need to pretend to be hospitable to people I dislike. This year, I hid in my room when people I did not feel comfortable with came, then I was accused of being stubborn and impolite. Sometimes I really wonder if being myself is of imperative or being polite is. Whichever the case, I want to confess that I really feel tired and unhappy this CNY. The worst is that I feel that no one can understand because everyone I tried to rant this to tells me I should go home because it is CNY after...
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