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"我终于到达, 但却更悲伤..."

活了二十四年, 终于看到雪了。
第一个想到的竟是在林立老师课堂上听过的那些诗人。
雪下得很小, 但还是很有feel的。
很短暂。但我想美好的时刻往往都是很短暂的吧?
因为短暂, 所以觉得美好。

今天去了东京铁塔。
脑子里一直播着静茹的《会呼吸的痛》。
2009那年很喜欢这首歌。当时就对自己说, 找一天一定要到东京铁塔看看。
没想到2014年就发生了那么多第一次。

然后才想起, 前年的冬天这首歌也回荡在耳边。
原来我们说的话从来就不算数。
好吧, 我要听旺霖的。把所有的事情留在这里, 无忧无虑地回去。

"你总说, 时间还很多, 你可以等我。以前我不懂得, 未必明天就有以后。"


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