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第一次眺望

3月5日。雨天。

这不是新加坡的雨天, 而且是那种绵长的雨, 不是我喜欢的新加坡暴风雨。
从快铁出来, 寒风刺骨。我到底是发了什么疯, 干嘛要相信我哥说这个时候的东京不会冷。
这种下雨的冬天让我想起2012年的南京。要人命。
但也因为冷冷的天气, 日本人的友善和礼貌让人倍感温暖。
我意外地发现走在东京的街上其实是挺有亲切感的。

又是冷冷的天, 穿着厚厚的冬衣, 走在人来人往的大街上。
今日的一个领悟是, 越不在意的, 越可以对它洒脱。
所以还有一部分的我是自私的。
因为我很在意。
但我会慢慢不再在意。
然后我们大家又会回到最初的时候。

曾经不是有人说过吗?
"我们都要快乐。"
我们一定要。

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