Therapy

The high frequency of entries does not mean I am very free. There is always this compelling need to calm down whenever I type so it makes me feel better. Thus I figure blogging is probably one of the best ways to heal (don't ask me heal from what) because it works like hops during a period like this. I slept at 4 a.m. this morning after a game of mahjong with the primary school friends and woke up at 9 a.m. to prepare breakfast for my sis before I left house for classes. I was actually very sleepy and in fact giddy after the end of my last class. However it would be a waste to spend the day on catching forty winks hence I thought going for a walk was best. I took an extremely long bus ride to Vivo where I started going gaga over the sales everywhere. It dawned upon me how retail therapy used to always work for me. I easily picked four pieces of clothes without much hesitation. Ah I love that. It can be nice to shop alone sometimes because no one gives you opinions so you got to decide for yourself. The most comforting piece of news was that I could actually fit into shorts with waist size twenty-six and they even felt loose. That sense of satisfaction was beyond words. Starbucks was pretty empty so I thought I had to be one of its customers. I very habitually got my soyed green tea latte and sat near the entrance, looking at the people walk in and out of the place, and hearing the conversations that were going on in the cafe. I liked how the hustle and bustle contrasted the tranquility in my head. LL must be one of the nicest persons on earth. He texted me an invitation to his place for dumplings next week. I really appreciate the offer as much as it was one of the reasons why I needed to heal today. Dinner with sis was extremely filling. We walked home in the breeze and talked about random stuff. Okay so I got almost nothing done today. But I felt the whatever sorts of therapies I went through today kinda worked for me and I hope I'm only getting better.