Confused Saturday

I woke up with yet another tummyache. And then the usual runs which have been ongoing since the second day of my dengue. At the rate I am going, it's easy to maintain the weight (which I am glad about actually...). Let's see. It's a Saturday of mixed emotions. I finally resumed lessons with a student whom I have not seen for two weeks. It felt like two years. I walked a long way out to take a bus to get to his house. On my way I was looping Ah Mei's songs and I very much wanted to cry at 勇敢 but the tears wouldn't come. My student and I had a great chat. He's always one of my favourite students. (Okay I know a teacher should be unbiased but c'mon I am only human) A very sweet and interesting kid. I decided it was still early after class so I went to get a cake for my sis and a curry puff for my mum. I miss hanging out on my own on a Saturday evening. It is my brother's birthday and we went to somewhere new for dinner. It has always been the four of us on Saturdays, so it was the same for today. After dinner, I don't know what came over my brother. He drove us to Mount Faber to enjoy the night breeze. It had to be the first time. But I did like it... I have always liked the night breeze and city lights. It was just that the place brought back some unwanted memories. Okay who cares anyway. This Saturday is slightly more peaceful than the previous ones. Mum and sis were playing scissors paper stone to see who got to use the bathroom first. They were having a lot of fun and it was nice to be hearing that, but anyway I sneaked into the bathroom first while they fought it out. The pain has gone away again. It's good. Really good. I decided I will go shopping tomorrow.