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老妈

有时候我觉得自己是世上最不孝的女儿。因为我对你说话的语气很不礼貌。因为每次你说阿武样子很老很难看我会走开不听你说话。因为你希望我好好跟大妹说话但我办不到。因为你总是要我当新闻播报员但我一点兴趣都没有。因为你从我十八岁到现在每个月都叫我好好去交个男朋友但我连男生的手都没牵过 (但我搂过阿武的腰)。

但再怎么不孝, 那都不代表我不爱你,不尊重你。

我知道你这么辛苦都是想给我们最好的。我也知道, 在这么多兄姐妹当中, 目前你最信任的是我。尽管有时候我觉得你对我的期望和对我的不理解让我很窒息, 但我一直都很努力做一个可以让你将来享福的女儿。

你留过的汗和血, 我没有视若无睹。我都有记着, 也时时提醒自己要报答。

八岁那年, 老师问我们长大后要当什么。我给的第一个答案其实不是当老师。是发明家。我说我要发明一个可以散发冷气的帽子。那么你在档口炒菜时带着它就不会觉得热了。
因为渐渐长大便觉得这个志愿很白痴, 所以从来不敢搬出来说。
过去几年我都送你衣服, 但没有一件你喜欢。于是今年我就决定送鞋子。他们说这个牌子的鞋子穿了对膝盖很好。希望你可以走更长远的路。

我们都爱钱。但我最希望的不是你发大财。是你健康, 快乐。

老妈, 生日快乐。

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