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这个世界容不下完美


有些事情已经慢慢成了习惯。
像每个星期天找个地方走走。像找个地方喝喝咖啡, 看着进进出出的人。像听听别人的对话, 想想这个世界的人正在面对的问题。
人无远虑, 必有近忧。
这个世界根本容不下完美。
对比之下, 大家的问题像是被放大了。
我的, 那么微不足道。
最可笑的是, 我连根本问题是什么都还没弄清楚。
这种时候, 最好就是投入任何可以让自己遗忘的事情当中。
我很感激现在这种宁静。
周围再吵, 心只要冷静, 整个人就会觉得轻松。
可悲。
把自己关在房间里, 本应四周无声, 心激动跳动的声音却一清二楚。
原来人有时候需要喧闹来得到平静。
我也不知道这样的情绪还会维持多久。我真的在很努力地让自己复原。真的很积极。
我不想给自己任何理由沉沦。
加油啊, GL.


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