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心里的位置

不是每个人都可以这么潇洒。偶尔还是会希望自己是别人心里最在乎的那一个。我觉得这种想法一点都没错。之所以这么希望, 是因为这么在乎。当然, 嘴上这么嚷嚷, 自己却不争取, 这样的人不值得同情。所以如果真的很想得到些什么, 就要竭尽去争取。争取不到, 至少知道自己努力过。我在一些人心里的地位, 我清楚是自己经过长年累月建立的。别人在我心里的位置自然也是如此。这次的事, 让我把自己的位置看得比较清楚。当然, 我也更明白别人在我心里的地位。是真的, 有些人会在你困难的时候雪中送炭。但同时, 这个世界上从来就不乏落井下石的人。虽然觉得很可悲, 可是也是无法避免的事。现实就是这么残酷。即便如此, 我想我还是没有变成我最不想成为的那种非常极端的人。我没有忘记自己今年年头就一直很积极去进行的事 -- 做一个快乐的人。我快乐不是因为什么特别开心的事, 只因为自己一直让幸福的事包围着。包括像现在这样坐在咖啡座里回想过去一个星期大家的关爱, 那都是很叫人窝心的。那些因为担心我而死了一些脑细胞的人, 放心, 我重新站起来了。那些想看我倒下的人, 真的抱歉, 害你们失望了~ (这是青峰的精神!!!)

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