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患难见真情

2月11日。炎?阴?

也不是太清楚今天的天气到底是怎样的。一整天看到的一切都很暗,感觉是阴天,但温度却像大热天。早上5点因为头痛得快爆了,所以一起来就无法再睡了。接着8点多好不容易入睡,可是不到一个小时又被吵醒了。Zzzz

昨晚流鼻血,其实有点害怕了。但想说可能是巧合,毕竟最后一个症状还没出现。
结果。
漱口的时候,发现牙龈也流血了。
十之八九。。。

早上有一整个小时的时间,我怀疑自己到底是不是患上产前忧郁症。好忧郁哦。

吃了一片面包,吃了药,接着又睡。基本上一整天都在睡觉。
我真的。觉得自己在荒废人生。
但是又没有力气去做任何有建设性的事情(这是借口吗?)

下午好几个小时的时间就一直在睡觉。
曦偷跑来我家放了一大袋东西然后就跑人了。
我是很感动的。这两天家里没人,吃的也没有,昨天还是空腹吃药的。
今天她的爱心便当让我饱餐一顿,好温暖。

得知朋友们的谈话中也提到我,然后各个发简讯来慰问,很感激。
病到不清不楚的时候,就只是想要得到一些些关心。

话说,我一定是胃口最好的病人,长期处于一个饥饿的状态。

头快爆了。我又要去躺了。

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