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Small things.

14 January 2014

I don't feel well in the morning because my heartache is back. I figured it was probably the caffeine on an empty stomach. But despite that, my mood was relatively good. Because WW is back!
Even though he wished he wasn't.

It seems that it's become a tradition to meet good friend Cyclops between our birthdays so that we can exchange presents. He can be very sadistic but that's him and I like it! It was a simple meal but I am always thankful for a friend like him :)
HAVE A BLESSED BIRTHDAY!!!

I went to Challenger with WW who wanted to get a new laptop. EXTREMELY coincidentally, we met SYX who was hanging around in the area. I was feeling hungry so I went to get some kebab. SYX was like, "You shouldn't influence your friends into doing things like this", and then the next moment he jumped the queue and got the food before me. It is times like this that I feel that we are 15-year-old teenagers. Nothing but gluttony and childishness :D 

Students were good boys today, which in other words, mean that their behaviors were consistent from yesterday. That was a big consolation for me for they were always nice on one day and mischievous on another. The big brother seems to have come to his senses all of a sudden. He has been on his best behavior these days and even writing reminders on post-its for himself to do homework and work hard for the O's this year. 

姚师母 texted today. It was really, really very nice to hear from her. And what she said really made me feel comforted and touched. Happy, too, of course. 

On my way home on an empty stomach just now, Bren called. The last time I met and heard the voice of this woman was last July when she came to see me at my commencement. We had a chat for say, ninety minutes before I had to hang up to take a shower. I felt like we were two old women complaining about adult life when our mindsets are still those of children. This woman is always this random but I love her for that.
And then I cooked supper for mum and myself and had a small chat with her over the meal. 

These days, I really try my best to see the small good things in my life every day. 
I do get angsty still. 
And I do feel upset. 
But I'm happier than any other times before.

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