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一月第一周

一月二日。晴。
跟沈通和俊宏吃了一顿非常简单的午餐。也许因为不常见面,所以每次见面,都有聊不完的话题。很开心像这样,尽管很久没见面,还是可以聊得那么开心,那么坦然。

一月三日。晴。
今天跟认识了十一、二年的三个回教朋友吃午餐。我们一年见面两次,但总是不觉得太陌生。很珍惜这样的友谊。

发现一月头总是在跟久违了的朋友见面。既是开心,又有些害怕。害怕是因为每一次见面,朋友们总会问:“最近好吗?” 我很怕这个问题。因为似乎好还是不好,都只能说好。我到底好不好,身边比较亲的朋友自然知道。对于那些珍惜却不常见的朋友,我不好的时候也不太敢告诉他们。也不知道为什么。也许不想他们担心,也许自己知道就算不好,终究也会变好,所以说了也没用,干脆不说。但不管怎样,总是很感激那些很关心的朋友。

今天踏进家里,就看到旺旺寄来的明信片。祝福永远不嫌早。所以,谢谢啦~
我真的很喜欢收到手写的东西,看了总是觉得很温暖。
我也要开始多写字条什么的给人。

不知道从什么时候开始,每当傍晚搭巴士回家,总会很期待一件事。
一件很遥远的事。
我打从心里知道这已经是不会再发生的事。
但像这样期待、幻想,我发现那都是让自己觉得很温馨很感动的事。
如果人会因为想象快乐的事而得到快乐,我想那也是很不错的吧。

这大概就是一月的第一周。
期待周末。期待更多的惊喜。

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