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星期天很安静。

1月26日。晴天。

我的心情好像也回到了往日的晴天。

也许是昨晚打球打得太晚, 很累, 所以睡得比较熟, 今早起来已经10点多了。所以, 没得看多啦A梦了。
但昨晚做了个美梦, 今早起来是笑着的。

和久违了的郡瑜老大吃了简单的午餐, 然后坐在一间餐厅里边吃着蛋糕边聊生活。老实说, 她在国大中文系的时侯我一直都有跟她碰面, 但我们从来都不是很熟很要好的朋友。我只是一直很欣赏她的豪放和潇洒。我甚至没有想过她毕业后我们还会不会见面。直到去年九月姚老师过世后隔天, 我一时多感触, 发了简讯祝一些朋友中秋快乐。那时候才跟她开始约了要出来见面。

又是说长不长说短不短的4个小时。

从阿武和刘德华, 到工作, 然后又到生活经历。我们什么都聊。她依然是那么潇洒。只是潇洒中又多了一份清晰可见的感恩。我想这是我本身很可以体会的感受。难怪他们说人总是在磨练中成长。对生活的态度大概也是人生历练的一种反映。

又是我很感谢的一个人。又让我听到生活里的另一温暖故事。

我没忘了星期天跟自己约约会。
回到家, 没人。
我下了一碗面当晚餐。满足。
然后坐在妈妈刚买的藤椅上观看郡瑜今天叫我去看的 《心动》。
很美丽的故事。很典型的港片。喜欢那种穿插式的拍摄, 有一种很宁静的感觉,但又不觉得闷。而且也发现电影中有很多狭窄空间的镜头, 让我感觉自己在房间某个角落看着故事在我眼前上演。很亲近, 很温馨。
整部电影洋溢着年少的气息。也绝对是女生看了会心动的一部片。如果早五年看了这部电影, 我的感触大概会很多, 但现在看, 完全就只能感受电影呈献的美感。
曾经年轻的我们大概都勇敢过吧? 因为年轻的我们什么都不必管。
所以每当想起从前勇敢的自己, 总是有小小的自豪感。

希望心经过今天, 又会继续积极地跳动, 然后又比昨天更能释怀一点点。

P.S: 昨晚的梦是一个好友把我抱得紧紧的。很温暖。

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