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1月12日。雨。

是我最喜欢的雨天。那种让人感到平静的雨天。
我一早起来观看了多啦A梦,然后跟朋友聊聊天。
下午到星巴克,买了一杯绿茶拿铁和我最爱的芝士蛋糕,坐在一角边享受,边看封面有阿武的杂志。那又是一份很美丽的礼物。多美丽的巧合!
有点吵,不过很享受这样跟自己约会。
往后我一定要多跟自己约会。

享受完独处的时间,便是和最爱的四个朋友在一起。
先看了一部电影《亲生爸爸》。笑得好开怀。是一部很有意思的电影。
接着去玩了挺有趣的“逃亡专家”,然后再去吃顿丰盛的晚餐。
非常平静的一天。
真的很平静。

越大好像就越对生日没什么特别的感觉。
今年收到的祝福很少,但不知道为什么,我感受到的爱比过去任何一年都多。
所以我真的很感激。
最感谢的当然是把我带到这个世界上的老妈。她今年包了一个大红包给我,这对我来说是她对我作为女儿的一个肯定。
然后还有抽空陪我吃吃饭、聊聊天的朋友。
我发现我是个很害怕收礼物的人。但礼物绝对都不分昂贵和便宜。
而通过简讯收到的祝福也都不分迟早。

我两天前也收到了最最最最最好的礼物。所以我别无他求。

23岁过去了。我其实挺庆幸的。23跟它作为一个素数一样,尴尬。
24岁,我要寻找青春和快乐。

生日愿望?当然有。
因为觉得自己过去的生日愿望好像都很灵验,所以一定要有的。

我本来想希望变成《X战士》里的Jean Grey。但那太扯了。

我希望多赚一些钱,赶快买到我的公寓。
我希望我爱的人会一直快乐、坚强。
我希望自己健忘一点,忘记所有不开心的事。

这一天过得很平静,但很温暖。真的很谢谢。


It's my favourite rainy day. The one in which people find peace.
I woke up early for Doraemon, and spent some time chatting with my friends.
In the afternoon, I went to Starbucks and got myself a green tea latte and a cheesecake, and then got myself seated at a corner where I indulged myself while reading a magazine that has AhWU on the cover. That again was an awesome birthday gift. What a beautiful coincidence!
It was a little noisy, but I had loved the date with myself.
I think I must make it a point to go on dates with myself more often.

After some me-time was quality time with my four favourite friends.
First we caught Delivery Man. We had a good laugh. It was certainly an interesting plot.
After which we played "Escape Artist", which was pretty fun, followed by a sumptuous dinner.
It was a very peaceful day.
Really peaceful.

As I grow older, I seem to have lost all that anticipation for birthdays.
This year is likely one that I received the least blessings, but, for some reason, I actually feel more loved than any other years before.
And so I am really thankful.
The person I would thank most is definitely the person who brought me to this world, my mum. She gave me a big red packet this year, and that somehow meant a lot to me.
And there are those who spared time from their busy schedules to dine or chat with me.
I realised I am actually very scared of receiving gifts. But that said, anything that I have received, I never saw them as more extravagant or cheap.
Neither were those blessings conveyed via text messages early nor late.

I have received one of the best presents two days ago. I have nothing else to ask for.

23 is finally gone. I am actually quite glad. This number, to me, is as awkward as its nature as a prime number.
I am 24. It's the age that I seek youth and happiness.

Any birthday wishes? DUH!
The wishes I made in the past years seemed to have been answered so it is now a must to make them.

I had wanted to wish that I become Jean Grey. But ok, I know it's ridiculous.

So I wish that I will make more money, and get my condo soon.
I wish that all my loved ones will always be happy and strong.
I wish that I will be a little more forgetful, so that I will forget all the unhappiness.

It's been a very peaceful day, but certainly one that's filled with warmth. Thank you, so much.

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