Skip to main content

24

1月12日。雨。

是我最喜欢的雨天。那种让人感到平静的雨天。
我一早起来观看了多啦A梦,然后跟朋友聊聊天。
下午到星巴克,买了一杯绿茶拿铁和我最爱的芝士蛋糕,坐在一角边享受,边看封面有阿武的杂志。那又是一份很美丽的礼物。多美丽的巧合!
有点吵,不过很享受这样跟自己约会。
往后我一定要多跟自己约会。

享受完独处的时间,便是和最爱的四个朋友在一起。
先看了一部电影《亲生爸爸》。笑得好开怀。是一部很有意思的电影。
接着去玩了挺有趣的“逃亡专家”,然后再去吃顿丰盛的晚餐。
非常平静的一天。
真的很平静。

越大好像就越对生日没什么特别的感觉。
今年收到的祝福很少,但不知道为什么,我感受到的爱比过去任何一年都多。
所以我真的很感激。
最感谢的当然是把我带到这个世界上的老妈。她今年包了一个大红包给我,这对我来说是她对我作为女儿的一个肯定。
然后还有抽空陪我吃吃饭、聊聊天的朋友。
我发现我是个很害怕收礼物的人。但礼物绝对都不分昂贵和便宜。
而通过简讯收到的祝福也都不分迟早。

我两天前也收到了最最最最最好的礼物。所以我别无他求。

23岁过去了。我其实挺庆幸的。23跟它作为一个素数一样,尴尬。
24岁,我要寻找青春和快乐。

生日愿望?当然有。
因为觉得自己过去的生日愿望好像都很灵验,所以一定要有的。

我本来想希望变成《X战士》里的Jean Grey。但那太扯了。

我希望多赚一些钱,赶快买到我的公寓。
我希望我爱的人会一直快乐、坚强。
我希望自己健忘一点,忘记所有不开心的事。

这一天过得很平静,但很温暖。真的很谢谢。


It's my favourite rainy day. The one in which people find peace.
I woke up early for Doraemon, and spent some time chatting with my friends.
In the afternoon, I went to Starbucks and got myself a green tea latte and a cheesecake, and then got myself seated at a corner where I indulged myself while reading a magazine that has AhWU on the cover. That again was an awesome birthday gift. What a beautiful coincidence!
It was a little noisy, but I had loved the date with myself.
I think I must make it a point to go on dates with myself more often.

After some me-time was quality time with my four favourite friends.
First we caught Delivery Man. We had a good laugh. It was certainly an interesting plot.
After which we played "Escape Artist", which was pretty fun, followed by a sumptuous dinner.
It was a very peaceful day.
Really peaceful.

As I grow older, I seem to have lost all that anticipation for birthdays.
This year is likely one that I received the least blessings, but, for some reason, I actually feel more loved than any other years before.
And so I am really thankful.
The person I would thank most is definitely the person who brought me to this world, my mum. She gave me a big red packet this year, and that somehow meant a lot to me.
And there are those who spared time from their busy schedules to dine or chat with me.
I realised I am actually very scared of receiving gifts. But that said, anything that I have received, I never saw them as more extravagant or cheap.
Neither were those blessings conveyed via text messages early nor late.

I have received one of the best presents two days ago. I have nothing else to ask for.

23 is finally gone. I am actually quite glad. This number, to me, is as awkward as its nature as a prime number.
I am 24. It's the age that I seek youth and happiness.

Any birthday wishes? DUH!
The wishes I made in the past years seemed to have been answered so it is now a must to make them.

I had wanted to wish that I become Jean Grey. But ok, I know it's ridiculous.

So I wish that I will make more money, and get my condo soon.
I wish that all my loved ones will always be happy and strong.
I wish that I will be a little more forgetful, so that I will forget all the unhappiness.

It's been a very peaceful day, but certainly one that's filled with warmth. Thank you, so much.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

study study study? went to library with chris and clement.. time was gang gang hao.. we reached e traffic light at e same time..lols.. went to fourth floor and took so long to find a place to sit..all thanks to chris..so fussy abt where to sit..lols.. they did math..i did history and..chinese?..yea..as if..jus wrote e title for my compo..content was blank..keke.. we did for like 1 to 2 hours plus den went to makan.. i darn thirsty kies..lols.. deciding where to go..ljs..kfc..or mac..took so long..thanks to those 2 indecisive guys..lols..=x.. so in end..went to hawker centre.. win liao lor..reached dere le they stil decided which hawker centre to go..diaoz.. den we decided le..they wanted to decided where to sit.. changed seats 2times siarh..lols.. so they ate..i played with chris hp..they ate so loudly thou..=x..contributing to e noise pollution..=//..heh.. den went to 7-11..bought many drinks and chocs and sweets.. and chris wanted to try twix..cos i kept saying is niceyy..lols.. plus...

I'll never understand.

Some people, you try to break them before you build them. Some people, you are only remembered by them when they need your help. Some people, you spend time trying to change them only to realise you were never someone who could impact their lives. Some people, they hurt you so much but you know, they are just not worth it. So, don't bother. ASPIRE 2010 was a screwed yet another learning experience for me this time. I'd really like to thank my fellow peers for going through shit with me. And thank goodness that I believe in miracles. You never know what happens until the last minute, really. I never felt so shagged, and devastated about people.

All the small things.

So blonde Neo came with a packet of sushi and my chrysanthemum tea and Mr. Bean's pancakes. We continued to gorge ourselves with cones (actually just 2) of Cornetto which I bought to reward myself after a long time of not having eaten ice cream. We studied and also watched The Family Court. I really feel sad for AhWU that everyones hates his Leshan role but I guess he's right that actors and actresses like to see audiences' reactions towards their acting. What a breakthrough for him! Had supper with Shirl and Eh Chris! at somewhere nearby. Continued to study with Angie and we (or rather I) had a bad night because she was coughing quite badly. Blonde Neo I tell you, you better start drinking bottles of water when you get home today. NO MORE CHIPS!!! I'm watching you.... So anyway, in the morning we had Mac breakfast and Angie FINALLY invited me to her house wheeeeeeeee. Happening hor? Meeting the climates (Auntie Rainbow, Sunshine boy and Rain) later to celebrate mid-aut...