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Concluding 2013...

2013. Probably the worst?

January
Ah Mei's concert was way too awesome. 

February
I can't believe it. I don't remember a thing.

March
Interview for CUHK Masters. 

April
AhWU got together with JP. Zzz.
I finished all my uni assignments. 

May
Taiwan trip.

June
Officially rejected by CUHK.
BUT, I stepped into AhWU's house.

July
Commencement. 

August
Depression.

September
It has to be the most painful month. First it was the demise of an ex-student. Then YY's grandpa, and Fel's father, whom I cried for. Then a family friend. 
Then, Mr. Yeo. Like I always say, it's impossible to bring up his name without feeling any pain. Till today, I have not come to terms with his departure. I don't know if I ever will. 

October
Pretty much just getting over misery.

November
I lost a best friend.

December
A good whole month of self-exploration and the contemplation of many issues.

By the end of November, I was hoping the year would quickly come to an end. And it's ending tomorrow. The last two weeks were frankly well spent with great company and deep insights from people whom I respect. I don't feel VERY different from before now that I have completed my studies. Maybe we just need to adapt somehow. I have a direction in life and although there are still many who try to sway me, I am still trying my best to work towards it without being influenced. Once again, I definitely wouldn't have pressed on till now if not for the support of many people. I really learnt a lot from elders I met recently like 姚师母、美娴学姐、何老师. And there are friends who never fail to knock sense into me whenever my head is under water, like ZZR, Zhi, SYX. So, I would like to leave a note for some people....

(Key in the first four digits of your mobile number)

      bf

      SYX

      wumingshi

      GYLL


      WW


With that, I would like to wish everyone a blessed 2014. I sincerely wish that everyone will have the strength to pull through the difficult times. 
As for myself, I hope I can be a better friend to my friends, and I hope I will find more passion in teaching, and the motivation to work towards my goals. 

Happy New Year, everyone. 



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