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我不是为了钱

开始,我不厌其烦地解释。
慢慢的,不论是谁,我都不再多作解释。
因为这样不停地重复,好累。

这个世上,有些事,你不做,也总得有人去做。
真的没人做,你就要去做。

我想好人坏人也一样。
似乎每个人的故事中都一定要有坏人的存在。
否则故事不能继续。
否则不能突出好人的好。
或者可以说,他们自认为是好人的好人。
总有的人,你把他当宝,他把你当草。
这是现实。
真实也好,残酷也好。
并不是所有人可以一直陪你到老。

这颗心,并没有不勇敢,更没有停止跳动。
只是速度越来越慢。
也许勇气已经被无情吞噬。

你不会知道它坚持得多累。
不因为旁人的质问,不因为生活的压力。
只因被不解侵袭。

狼藉一片。

叫脆弱的心怎能不泄气?

不知道可以撑多久。
仍然要撑。
一开始就没什么选择了,不是吗?

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