accusation

Your accusation is so...
I don't know. I really don't.
It pains me to know investing so much time and genuine care is to no avail. The thought that expectations fail pains me more.
Then again, I am so certain this pain isn't here to stay.
For they say, how can a heart be broken when it's not even whole to start with?

If anything, I think I really have given my all in this episode.
Perhaps ultimately, one's actions aren't a true portrayal of one's character.
Maybe to you, it is not like this.
And so I have nothing more to say.

This Christmas was a lazy yet very blessed one.

I had enjoyed lunch with a friend I haven't known for long but is willing to keep me as a friend regardless of whatever happened. I cannot be more thankful for this.

 I had enjoyed sitting on the couch with the other three at two a.m., discussing the past, the present and sometimes the future.

There had been too many incidents prior to this Christmas, thus, the company in the end is what really warms the heart.