beat.

Once again, it's been some time since I last visited the family clinic on my own. I always think it's sad to go to the doctor alone. But came the need to do so when there was blood in the phlegm, after all the contemplation to go or not to. Thank goodness the doctor was a pretty nice and funny chap. He asked me if I lacked sleep the moment I sat down on the chair. Was it that obvious? Well. How is it possible not to lack sleep when I get woken up by noises at 4am. Almost. Every. Single. Day? I think I am such a nice person to not have flared up and still don't. Of course, I don't deny that I have been an extremely irritably obstinate mule that refuses to sleep or rest even when I am really tired. I insist on too many things sometimes. Including watching my all time favourite 宫心计 which sadly airs at 10pm; surfing the net on nothing urgent; reading at least 5 pages of my novel before I retire to bed. The irony here being, I see my stubbornness but refuse to change my ways. Zzz.

I just hope these two days of MC will make me stay at home and rest well. I need all the energy to get things done!