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I found myself looking for that familiar vehicle. To my surprise, I actually did find it, because of that two Marvel figurines at the back of the car. I recognised them, the way I recognised every fragment that has been forming in my head the past one week. Everything brought back a little bit of nostalgia, just a tiny bit, for I am no longer as susceptible as before. It felt like yesterday that I watched the comedy Mirror Mirror. I saw myself eating Burger King nuggets in the theatre, and having a hard time opening a bottle of Coke because I was afraid the release of gas from the drink would interrupt the other moviegoers. All these felt like they happened yesterday. How cliché. But, how true. Like yesterday. After a power nap today, I decided I need to stay strong, and firm. I have been soooo reliant on yesterdays. Then I forgot about living my todays. I am... going to try this all over again.
 
The headache is back. It's been a while.

Happy 七夕.

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