You know that feeling of having a million thoughts in your head? And then you have already started typing but you end up pressing and holding the "Backspace" key. I think I have learnt. Not to be too melancholic. Especially when I am already an easily made upset person, by the slightest things. I have got over the fear and angst of being judged by people who label me based on my entries, be it those that convey my sadness or simply those that were triggered by a random inspiration of melancholia. Now it is different. I try to cut down because I think to some extent it helps in shaping my self into one that has a positive outlook. I can only say, that I am more or less decided on my future plans. The prospects are bound to draw judgements, which I often fear. All I need now, is to garner all the support and encouragements from the people around me. And they just have to be my mother and my friends. That's all.
And I think some positivity is going to help fend off all the wet blankets...
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