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I had my white mocha frap from Starbucks today. Zhi and I felt like two rich ladies drinking expensive coffee and window-shopping on a Friday afternoon. While it was definitely a luxury, deep inside I was still mulling over my job-hunt. It's hard not to think about it. Nothing seems to go right these days. The only thing to do to keep myself preoccupied is to leave the house and do something, anything. More often than not I feel pathetic. I am actually waiting for something that never comes. I was just hoping I could be proven wrong this time but unfortunately, I was right again. I guess that explains why I am not so upset. Perhaps the word is disappointed. I think I am done with waiting and self-wallowing and expecting. So... I need to move on again.

 

At this point of time, Ah-Mei's song plays. 又被爱伤了一遍，无所谓，当作成长.

 

TGIF. I had a relatively good Friday today.