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Saturday, again.

I felt ridiculously at peace this Saturday, despite the repetitive bombardments, after watching X-Men Origins on 5. Seriously, which girl gets sick of Jackman? At least I can never. I have got almost all my merchandise ready for the movie which will be released next week.

今天在微薄上看到这么一句话:你对事不在乎,它就伤害不到你;你对人不在乎,他就不会令你生气。在乎了,你就已经输了。什么都不在乎的人,才是无敌的。

我们都是血肉之躯,怎么可能什么都不在乎呢?有时候只怕嘴上说不在乎,心里却痛苦得要死。
就像她每个星期六都会说:“我以后再也不管了!” 但她还是每个星期六发飚。
我是多么害怕和不期待星期六的到来。
但她不过就是出于在乎。
我又能说什么?做什么?

原来最令人痛苦的不是因为在乎,而是不能光明正大地在乎。
因为如果投入的关心得不到回应,那是很伤人,很摧毁自信心的事。

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