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阴天。

早上的阴天令我感到很忧郁, 甚至有点想哭。阴天总是这样, 让我这般不知所措。当中总是隐藏些什么, 我永远猜不透。
我喜欢雨天。尽管偶尔不留情面地泼我冷水, 至少够干脆。

晚餐在附近的咖啡店解决。虽然有一阵没跟旺旺吃饭了, 不过最后一次一起吃饭仿佛是昨天的事。跟这个朋友吃饭总是没什么特别。这句话不带贬意。我喜欢跟他吃饭成了习惯这件事。每次晚餐时间, 有空就约出来吃, 没空就改天。
吃完就去附近的杂货店买了冰淇淋, 然后站在组屋楼下吃。就差没蹲在一个角落, 不然就像极了两个游手好闲的无业游民。
严格来说, 他不是, 我是。
想想, 这种自由还有多久?

今天突然想到, 好久都没有人称赞我了。
我们都渴望获得赞许吧?

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