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It's painful. When the people you wish would stand on your side are not. Agree to disagree? I have learnt. In fact I keep learning and am getting better at understanding what this means. It makes no sense to think that the whole world is going to agree with you in everything. But a part of me has always hoped that there will be less oppositions. Who doesn't think like this? I have no right to be unhappy about anything because I was the one in a dilemma and I chose to ask, and certainly ought to be open to all suggestions, including those that don't sound so pleasant, sometimes even pejorative. Maybe I do come across as someone who is money-minded. I don't deny that I want to earn big bucks. I still dream about getting my condominium by the age of 32. But I don't define success by the amount of money I earn. It's the bonds I forge with people. The changes I can create. The miracles I witness in life. Because I still believe in them. 
 
I decided I will just follow my instincts.
 
And may there be miracles.

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