Hurt.

How could she? She questioned my ambitions, my aspirations. My sanity was hanging by a thread then, and she snapped that line with her words. I wanted to cry so badly. In fact, I still want to when I am typing these words. I feel like she has poured a bucket of iced water over me. I feel that my world is about to crumble again. After all that I have considered and reminded myself to keep in mind, she questions my dignity. And with other examples to compare myself with, I find this really unfair. How could she?

I thought I needed to talk to someone. The words were forming in my head and attempting to come out in the form of speech but when there was apparently someone I could speak to, I didn't know what to say. I keep wondering if I'm losing myself. But I'm not so sure about who I am to begin with.

Can all these stop, please?