Life.

Bombs and missiles in my head everyday.

Thoughts are hardly at peace, and are increasingly perplexed each day.

There are simply too much to mull over, or perhaps, I am just overthinking.

The workload in school has been overwhelming, but all the more I am not motivated to meet the upcoming deadlines.

Is that normal?

I am almost half a month into March but there is still no news from the graduate school I have applied masters studies at. In all honesty, I am probably not going to be accepted judging from both my academic and non-academic achievements. Nonetheless I am really hoping they will send me a rejection letter at least. Whether acceptance or rejection letter, it is going to determine whether I start hunting for a job right now. Of course, it is not like I am in a hurry to step into the working force. My mum, however, nags at me almost every day. It is demoralising, really, especially when her nags add to my stress from school work, tuition and whatnots.

There are really times I want to just sit in a corner of somewhere and cry for all I want. Then again, it is not like crying over spilled milk helps resolve anything. However reluctant I am, I have to pick myself up and finish all the tasks I am obliged to.

 

I guess for now, life does suck but you know what?

Such is life.

 

Am looking forward to a happier semester towards the end of it.