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Friday.

1. You can say it's another Friday wasted. But I wouldn't have spent it on anything more constructive, simply because I need a free Friday so much. It was very simply (perhaps even wastefully) spent, but that was all that I asked for. I know, I have been running away from my work as far as I could. Little did I realise that I have come to the end of week 8 and that means I have almost less than 4 weeks to finish my ISM. It's beginning to get to me, and freak me out. I promise myself, I must work very hard towards the end of this semester.
 
2. Yh told me the thing about me is that my emotions fluctuate a lot. It was surprising to know, a friend could know me this well. (Of course I know my two best friends have a part to play in discussing my character. But it's okay, I still love both of you very much.). Yet, it is nice to know too. I guess sometimes we are too afraid of discovering ourselves because there is too much about ourselves that we are not ready to acknowledge. But it can be sweet to know your friends know that side of you but still accept you for who you are.
 
3. I have checked the status of my application just now. It is still on hold, and I saw that I will only know the results in July. Perhaps I should just stay really focused on my current workload now and not overthink.
 
4. I am glad. I came home to an unoccupied room and a neat bed. But while I walked to the bathroom to take a shower, I know that I am still very much anticipating a house of my own, together with my two best friends. I think about it almost everyday. About how we will snuggle up on the couch in the living room after dinner and criticize Channel 8 dramas, about how we will paste post-its around the house to remind one another to close the windows on rainy days and dump the dirty clothes into the washing machine, and about how we will slam the doors on one another when we bicker. I really, really look forward to that! And I will prove it. That this isn't a naive and silly thought on my part.
 
For now, work really hard.

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