Differences.

I had expected this to come, but didn't see it coming this soon. First, two years back my younger sis told my mum she became a believer of Christ, my mum broke down. Just before the new year started, my older sis told my mum she has become a believer since three years ago. My mum flared up. And then it is as if my youngest sis and I were in this too. I don't know what I can do. I really don't. I know my mum doesn't agree with Christianity and I know too that my sisters won't change their minds no matter what my mum thinks. And so it just means that they are going to fight over this issue over and over again every now and then. The conflict has been ongoing since 31 Dec and truth be told, I'm going nuts. I don't mind my mum calling me to rant about all these, I know she just needs a listening ear sometimes. But I know she's suppressing so much anger and dissatisfaction inside her, and I really don't know how to help. She can't accept differences in mindsets in the family, she can't accept a system that she doesn't believe in. What can I do? And then my youngest sis will pull a long face and come into my room and start telling me that this issue is getting out of hand, whatsoever. What can I do? My mum is unwilling to keep calm about this matter, nothing gets inside her. She's become so unreasonable that she scolds at the slightest things, she starts ransacking bags. I think this issue in the house is becoming like a poison, slowing killing every one of us. I have tried all I can to turn a blind eye and deaf ear to everything but apparently it's not helping.

 

Sometimes in my head I tell myself I will start a revolution. But things are hardly as easy as they sound. I just want some peace. I just want a peaceful life.