Wednesday.

I think I'm just being the usual cynical self today, unwilling to stay out for long, for fear of coinciding with people I do not want to see. It is always times like this that make me want to get out of Singapore. Singapore is too small, so small that we always bump into people anywhere we go. I'm not saying I bumped into anyone today. I just had that fear when I was outside.

 

I passed by that familiar stretch today. I guess it's been nearly 3 years? I recall how it took me so much courage to get there and how much more it took for me to leave. It is always this time of the year that I am reminded of those days.

I was watching the TVB Awards Ceremony last night, and I shedded some tears of happiness upon Tavia's victory in the fight for the Best Actress Award. She's awesome!
 

The deluge is here again, making the weather a nice one to catch forty winks.

 

我想，今天的我又是那个平时猜忌多疑的自己，不愿在外逗留太久，只因为害怕碰到不想看到的人。就是这种时刻，让我很想离开新加坡。新加坡太小了，小得我们不论去哪里都会碰到认识的人。我也不是今天碰到什么人，就是在外的时候有这种恐惧。

 

今天，我经过那条熟悉的小路。我想，有三年了吧？记得当时我是鼓起多大的勇气去到那个地方，又再鼓起更大的勇气离开那里。每年这个时候，那些日子总会在脑海里浮现。

昨晚在看TVB颁奖典礼。看到杨怡赢得最佳女主角，我落了几滴喜悦的泪水。她真的很棒！

 

大雨又倾盆而下。这样的好天气，最适合小睡一下。