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Routine.

The best thing about today is going home with Lanhua and Yi Rong. It's been some time since we went home together on the same bus. It really reminds me of the good old days when a group of us would take the same bus home together. And it is always opportunities like such that make me hesitant about applying for hostel. The girls were really nice. They sat beside me and heard me bombard all the nonsensical and repetitive stuff till I alighted. I really appreciate their presence and patience.
 
I am so tired, really. Mentally more than physically. I mean, it's always the case, right?
I really hate to live by your standards, but I still try my best to. That's because I know you pin high hopes on me and I don't want to disappoint you. But no matter how hard I try, you have something to say about me. I came back with a headache, only in the hope to be showered with some concern, but only to be confronted by more accusations. I am so, so tired, you know?
 
I feel that there are so many things around me that I have to care about and it really drains me.

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  1. wenNovember 24, 2012 at 7:43 AM

    Same, my mum always asks me why haven't I graduate when my friends from NTU/NUS Biz have graduated? Already very stressed and she doesn't seem to understand that I'm pursuing an Honours degree. 但是我的脾气一上来，对我妈说话也可以是用喊的，而且经常这样。Lol.

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