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今天听了第一组的presentation之后,突然觉得很沮丧。别人准备得这么仔细,这么有深度。再对比自己的一事无成,突然就很想举白旗。后来林立老师开始讲课,提到一首纳兰性德的词的时候,眼睛竟然开始泛泪。也不知道是词太感人了,还是因为自己内心近来积累了太多太厚的复杂情绪,所以上课时特别感性。但,我一向就没有理性的一面?

还有差不多五个星期,这个学期就结束了。但迎面而来的却是堆积如山的论文。不知道该期待些什么。

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  1. It's ok to cry, 昨天在u-know-what module的presentation过后,被批评得很惨,我第一次在presentation过后有想哭的感觉,真的,眼睛里都有泪了,但最终还是忍了下来。我很stressed的时候,都会拿出你的加油卡为我自己加油。Gambatte!

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  2. oh my! 5 weeks! i didnt even feel so close to end of semester! so much work to do makes the academic semester seems so short!

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