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Surgery

I'm fine now! Thank you to those who expressed concern :)
 
And so I went to the hospital with about 4 hours of sleep. I was surprised myself that I didn't feel too scared or nervous about anything, probably because Yanli was waiting for me outside. I guess it is always a nice feeling to know that someone is waiting for you, especially when you are feeling all alone :)
 
Instead, I was a little excited because I had always wanted to go into the operating theatre for I always think I might want to use that as one of my settings in my script if I ever write one in future. I started observing every possible thing around me once I entered the operating theatre. However, my glasses were removed pretty soon once I got onto the operating table. And I was strapped so basically I couldn't really move or see clearly.
 
Then came the 4 jabs. They were really painful, especially the last one. Towards the end when the doctor was closing my wound, I wasn't sure if the anesthetics were not strong enough or what, I could actually feel pain! And, the sounds of needles!
 
Thank you Yanli for the company, it means a lot because I am really afraid to go to the doctor alone, let alone the hospital!!!
 
I think the anesthetics are wearing off, because my wound is starting to hurt. Gosh.

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