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People, school, life.

1. I always feel a tinge of sadness when I miss out a particular episode in any friend's life merely because I am lazy to navigate to his/her blog. That is why I try to make it a point to read all my friends' blogs every single day, but sometimes laziness just gets the better of me. And then I feel bad that I can't drop a text or call to express my concern on the day when my friend feels down or just needs a listening ear. I think I really got to be more consistent.
 
2. The workload continues to accumulate and somehow the more work there is to do, the more reluctant I am to do something about it. I don't know if it's just me or, is week 5 here a little too quickly? I have barely absorbed anything for the past four weeks and there, I need to start working on projects, etc.
 
3. To be very frank, I have tried my best to be positive about everything but it seems like my optimism failed to influence the people around me. Everyone is still dragging his/her feet to school and we are all going home worn out and stressful. Many times I have wanted to whine about how tired I am too but I just dare not, simply because I know I haven't put in enough effort in anything I do.
 
I must get some rest now. I must work hard tomorrow.

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  1. There are many times in which I want to slap myself for slacking. Even until now, I am still in holiday mood.

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  2. it's not you! it's really that week 5 is here too soon! LOL :) but it's okay, we'll do fine, jiayou!

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  3. Ehhhh your point one. Hahahaha dont feel bad la! You know i like blogging nonsense. & thanks for ur concern. Haha anyway dont keep thinking you didnt put in effort man. I think you very hardworking le. And ya i guess that's the life of year four... haha jiayou & eat when u feel like it dont suppress ur hunger <3

    吴明士

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  4. @Wen: So we must jiayou together!

    @Yanli: I'm sure!! JIAYOU!! :)

    @吴明士: yes we must eat our fill next week!!! :D

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