The usual.

Had my second bibimbap this week with Yuru, Jiayi and Yanli at the food court below Concorde Hotel (I like their bibimbap best in Singapore). It was great to catch up with the girls and it dawned on me that there is always this nice feeling about meeting up with just girl-friends. They say, girls have 'girls talk'. I can't agree more. Within ourselves we can always talk about the funniest gossips and the darkest secrets openly. Most of all, there isn't really an image to maintain in front of my girlfriends. How comfortable. And talking about all the school stuff reminds me of my uni 革命姐妹黨 whom I constantly miss.

Mic and Lanhua, can't wait for both of you to come back before we go to the beach with the rest again!

On a side note, just few days back, Mrs. Chua asked me if they were the ones who changed or myself. I have been mulling over this question since then and today, I thought I could be the one. It struck me a few times these days if I would go nuts with the conflicting thoughts in my head. I have been keeping my thoughts at bay with every bit of rationality I've had left. I don't know. I really don't. I do realise I have been a little different, yet not for the good. And I want to pull myself together before I lose myself. Just why do humans like to complicate things which can be so simple? I am so in need of something that takes my mind off all these. Skepticism kills, really.