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我用了三個小時的時間回顧了過去。你曾說,回顧過去讓人覺得欣慰。我想這是真的。原來,在那麽短短的時間裏面,就已經累積了不少承諾和回憶。以前我總是固執地認爲回憶再美都是沒用的,但是現在想想,美好的回憶還是可以揚起嘴角的笑。因爲在剛才那三個小時内,我就笑了幾次,確實是會心的笑。我不知道這些美好的東西是不是都用完了,反正也都不重要了。我只是想說,原來有那麽一段時間,我是真的蠻開心的。更重要的是,原來有那麽一段時間,我真的忘卻了自己以爲永遠放不下的過去。

回顧過後,我把全部的記憶都刪除了。就像把它們統統都收進包包裏,繼續我的旅程。前面的路還長著,終究還是要邁開腳步往前走。這個選擇是我的,就不該後悔。一點點的遺憾都不該有。我想只要堅持自己的信念,我依然會開心的。

你也一樣。

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