今天，朋友跟我说她碰到欣赏的对象，然后跟他聊了一下。虽然她没说，但我知道她在暗爽。那种脸上的雀跃是不会骗人的。
这大概就是学生生涯中最令人快乐的事吧？傻呆呆地欣赏一个人，跟他说话时总会装出一副镇定，但心却兴奋得都快爆开了。
毕业后，只需要回想起有这么一个令自己向往上学的人，嘴角还是会扬起来。
这大概就是学生生涯中最令人快乐的事吧？傻呆呆地欣赏一个人，跟他说话时总会装出一副镇定，但心却兴奋得都快爆开了。
毕业后，只需要回想起有这么一个令自己向往上学的人，嘴角还是会扬起来。
This CNY, I realised many things. I realised I have always envied families who go out as a whole for CNY visiting, or those who invite many relatives and friends over. I realised I am very afraid of the coming of CNY because CNY simply means watching movies and slacking at home for me. I love to watch movies, there is no doubt about that. Perhaps I just don't appreciate the latter because there is so much to face head-on. I hate the silence or otherwise awful hurlings at the dining table. I hate how I need to pretend to be hospitable to people I dislike. This year, I hid in my room when people I did not feel comfortable with came, then I was accused of being stubborn and impolite. Sometimes I really wonder if being myself is of imperative or being polite is. Whichever the case, I want to confess that I really feel tired and unhappy this CNY. The worst is that I feel that no one can understand because everyone I tried to rant this to tells me I should go home because it is CNY after...
keke. 同意！but... 傻呆呆??!!
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