Quota

Maybe I have long hit the quota but I never really knew. Everyone has a quota that he or she eventually hits. Somehow, the more I try to be a better friend, the worse I become. Perhaps I never should have resolved to accomplish anything like such. It just makes me a very guilty person. I have always wondered if the problem lies with me. Maybe it does.

On a different note, I had always regarded him as a big brother. Frankly, I had respected him. And he was probably the most reliable among the rest who were unfamiliar and hypocritical. I chose to believe the rumours were merely rumours initially but subsequent actions made me doubt and gradually lose every little respect I had left. I think I will become more skeptical than ever after this incident. It seems that people really cannot be trusted. Whatever, I think people should stop harping on it. He has been condemned and punished if he deserves so for anything he has done. I think enough is said and done, for whoever is involved, ought to be given a break and some peace before anything worse happens. 不要赶尽杀绝.