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Things on my mind now

1. I am a very insecure person, I need to be constantly assured.
2. I have not gone to Titanic artifacts exhibition and am still waiting for Max to be free.
3. I just want to slack but I cannot afford anymore.
4. How can anyone who has cared so much suddenly abandon you? 
5. I promise I am not going to try anymore.
6. I want to accomplish many things but I know I cannot fulfil any at the rate I am going now.
7. I decided I have to make some sacrifices.
8. I hope I find my strength back tomorrow.
9. I am craving for Yakun milk tea.
10. The time is now, JIAYOU GL.

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