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今天

两年前的今天，我应该在兴奋。兴奋着我们晚上要一起看电影。那是我们最后一次一起出门吧？
一年前的今天，我应该在悲伤。悲伤着结局竟是如此。
今天，我好像在遗憾。遗憾着留下来的回忆就这么多，所以每年这个时候，我都会重返原点。

每天都不一样。也许明天我就跑回终点。


http://youtu.be/2i1sQh8WxrY

除了想你 除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 整理心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情 不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆 不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情 早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你 不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
—— 梦·飞船 《不值得》

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