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Yesterdays.

Now what?

What about the dreams we said we would pursue?
What about the aspirations we said we would realise?
What about the goals we said we would fulfil? Even if anyone were to stop us?

Is it true that we all like to make empty promises when we are at our happiest? Is it true that we never really think about the validity of these promises? Then what is the point of making them in the first place? To break them?

I know it takes two hands to clap. I know I have a part to play in this. But I really cannot help but feel disappointed. I don't know you anymore. Or are you the one who does not know me?
On your way to success, you have totally forgotten about me.
Is that why we all say everyone has a quota to hit and those who contribute to the excess have to be neglected?
Apparently, time has put us to this test and we both failed very terribly.

I will constantly remind myself, such is life.

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