今天淋雨了。
回到家马上发烧。
有时候，真的觉得自己很没用。
回到家马上发烧。
有时候，真的觉得自己很没用。
This CNY, I realised many things. I realised I have always envied families who go out as a whole for CNY visiting, or those who invite many relatives and friends over. I realised I am very afraid of the coming of CNY because CNY simply means watching movies and slacking at home for me. I love to watch movies, there is no doubt about that. Perhaps I just don't appreciate the latter because there is so much to face head-on. I hate the silence or otherwise awful hurlings at the dining table. I hate how I need to pretend to be hospitable to people I dislike. This year, I hid in my room when people I did not feel comfortable with came, then I was accused of being stubborn and impolite. Sometimes I really wonder if being myself is of imperative or being polite is. Whichever the case, I want to confess that I really feel tired and unhappy this CNY. The worst is that I feel that no one can understand because everyone I tried to rant this to tells me I should go home because it is CNY after...
walao how can say 没有用。生病 is a sign that you have been working too hard the past few days. don't so 自责 la! i'm falling sick too! jiayou!
ReplyDelete對！生病才不是沒用！林黛玉比妳還嚴重！最重要是不要多想，天天開心最重要！要好好照顧自己，把身體養好！好想妳呀！:))
ReplyDeleteThanks girlsssssssssssss!! <3
ReplyDeleteget well sooon~~
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