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Luck.

I do feel a little upset that I did not win the VIP passes to tomorrow's Meet and Greet session. I felt I have never been lucky because I never won anything of that sort. Nevertheless, now I think that luck is relative. Compared to those who have won the passes, I may not be that lucky. But compared to those who have always wanted to see Blue and have not got a chance, I ought to count my blessings. Simply because I am going to see them tomorrow. I cannot express the kind of excitement that is slowly surging inside me. I think any fangirl (like Mic and Yanli) is able to relate and thus I shall not elaborate.

And so I decided I shall stop wallowing in self-pity because seeing them tomorrow really should suffice.

All of this feels so surreal that I cannot believe it is only tomorrow that I am going to fulfil a wish I've wished for so long.

Thank you Yanli for helping me with this! It means so much!

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