Human relations.

Recently, I realised how complex human relations can be.

Some people, you really want to be their close friend but you cannot no matter how you try.

Some people, they really want to be your close friend but they cannot no matter how they try.

Maybe it is true, that not all friendships are mutual, and the statement "It takes two hands to clap" always has its validity.

Many times, I would love to be trusted but I am the one who does not even trust enough. I do not think I am a radical but sometimes, definitely a cynic.

People who genuinely treat me well, I might regard it as part of a hidden agenda.

People who are clearly nosey parkers, I might mistake their plain curiosity as concern.

Sometimes the line becomes too blur it gets a little difficult to draw.
Nevertheless, I have learnt that we should never get used to anyone's presence nor take anyone for granted.

I will continue to try to be the good friend I resolved to be, because that was what I said I would do from the start.

To sidetrack a little, I have been extremely excited these days because Blue is coming to Singaporeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. OHMYGAD. I have waited for so many years! And I have wished for this day on so many of my birthdays and it is coming trueeeeeeeeeeeeeee! And so I am beginning to believe that wishes do come true!!! It is just a matter of time! Although it has been seven years, it is definitely worth the wait!

I am so so so happy that I think it is an unutterable fulfilment that cannot be expressed by words.

I am just truly grateful for the possibility of realising this almost lifetime wish, I just am.

Life is considerably good, no matter how tough school life gets. I feel blessed with all the good friends around who care for me, and those I miss although I do not always see them.