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Confessions of a fangirl.

I MET BLUE TODAY.

I won't say it's the happiest day of my life because I think I have felt happier than this. So, I would say it's one of the happiest days of my life. I immediately felt this sense of emptiness when Blue came out. It was like I have looked forward to seeing them for so long that suddenly when this void was filled, what came next was plain emptiness. I was really hoping all my friends who once liked Blue the way I do would be there but sadly, no one. But it is okay! And it is okay that I didn't get the VIP passes to the Meet&Greet session because they were so near me during the performance and it was really enough. I am thankful that the Blue fans that I first met were so friendly and thus I managed to secure a position so close to the lads. I did not run after the boys like a hundred over fans did but the sight of it made me very happy because it meant that the boys still have a huge fan base!

And I am happier because I have friends who are genuinely happy for me.

I am happy because YiRong lent me her blouse to attend the event.
I am happy because Mic asked me if I got the VIP passes.
I am happy because Yanli sacrificed her time to fulfil my dream.
I am happy because Janvin and Edwin came to say hello to me despite the crowd.
I am happy because Hoe Ping texted me to ask me not to cry.
I am happy because Eric was excited for me.
I am happy because Nelson asked me to enjoy the day before.
I am happy because Rahil contacted me from Australia to ask about the event.

And many many more.

What more can I ask for?

Ah, I lived my dream today.

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