Thoughts.

I've had a mixture of feelings this week. Confused, scared, demoralised, uncertain. But I have to say, I've had very positive feelings too: touched and assured. Many people around me have made me feel very touched, this week in particular. Recently, my thoughts have been running wild and I often found myself struggling between suppression and submission (of my feelings of course). But I have friends who keep encouraging me and that explains why I feel very touched. I hope I will always bear in mind that there are always people who care. And I decided I will heed Yanli's advice, I will not think too much. Or at least I am going to try. I think I'm done with speculations of unnecessary matters.

在感性和理性的把持上，要有一定的功力。

To you:
如果你真是我的知音，好听和不好听的，都讲给我听。